guess who (?)

everything changes, don't they?
yes they do. and sometimes they change to the way that we are not expected.

like mine.

i was happy back then. i'm not saying that now i'm not happy. but, it's different.
different kind of happiness.

i have this friend. best friend. i think everyone wants to be her friend. i don't know why. maybe because she's kind and easygoing. but, one and only thing that i couldn't help is the fact that she's very very insensitive. it's almost like she doesn't really care OR worst, she doesn't know how people around her feel about her sudden-changing attitudes. and the thing that's bugging me is i feel like i don't know her :(

it's funny. because i thought it's harder to maintain relationship between friends who don't go to the same class as yours than friends who go to the same class as yours.

sad facts

this is just another experience i had from yesterday.

i came out with a few words to describe how i feel.

knowing the fact that someone you miss is missing someone else is miserable

and

knowing the fact that someone you are in love with is in love with someone else is hurt

so, i feel really terrible :'(

move on!

one month ago, now, we've started our brand new chapter of life
new class, new classmates, new friends, new names
new lessons, new experiences

but some people already judge that "new-thing" is uncomfortable
that they prefer the old one than this "new-thing"

what i am trying to say is

it's too early to judge
it's too late to sorry
we cannot live in the past
so move on


this post i wrote for my friends who's still cannot accept the reality and still (wants to) live in the past.

kita, kamu dan aku

mungkin saya salah

saya pikir dunia saya bisa sama
saya pikir tidak ada hal yang drastis akan terjadi
saya pikir kata "kita" tak akan berubah

tapi sekarang

ternyata dunia saya berbeda
hidup saya berubah 180 derajat
dan kata "kita" telah berubah jadi "kamu dan aku"