make the best of life

hidup saya indah tapi berat
hidup saya banyak derita tapi menyenangkan

bingung? saya juga
tapi saya masih tahu cara menikmati hidup di saat terberat sekalipun

walaupun terkadang saya harus hancur untuk bisa bangkit
saya tidak keberatan

karena bagi saya hidup itu ada dua
kadang di atas kadang di bawah

bukan kita yang memegang takdir
bukan kita yang memegang nasib

yang bisa kita lakukan hanyalah
berbuat yang sebaik mungkin dari setiap momen dalam kehidupan kita

SASHIMI

I LOVE SASHIMI! :D

guess who (?)

everything changes, don't they?
yes they do. and sometimes they change to the way that we are not expected.

like mine.

i was happy back then. i'm not saying that now i'm not happy. but, it's different.
different kind of happiness.

i have this friend. best friend. i think everyone wants to be her friend. i don't know why. maybe because she's kind and easygoing. but, one and only thing that i couldn't help is the fact that she's very very insensitive. it's almost like she doesn't really care OR worst, she doesn't know how people around her feel about her sudden-changing attitudes. and the thing that's bugging me is i feel like i don't know her :(

it's funny. because i thought it's harder to maintain relationship between friends who don't go to the same class as yours than friends who go to the same class as yours.

sad facts

this is just another experience i had from yesterday.

i came out with a few words to describe how i feel.

knowing the fact that someone you miss is missing someone else is miserable

and

knowing the fact that someone you are in love with is in love with someone else is hurt

so, i feel really terrible :'(