smile :')

i'm sorry.

i am really sorry.

i'm sorry, friends. best friends.

maybe i have been strange lately.

i have a reason for acting strange

but i won't tell

sorry to make you all confused

but, i just want to be alone.

let me deal with it on my own

because trying to cheer me up is not the best way

it makes me feel like i'm the worst friend ever

because i won't tell anything to you

if you asked me why

i will answer

" i'm tired "

because i am tired

thanks for being such a nice friends :')

oh, and for stefani emanuella. i think you're right. i can never smile when my heart is crying and screaming. i was wrong to sing "smile" by charlie chaplin to myself. the song brings me even more sadness