7.30.2010
1 new thing and 2not-so-new things
3.12.2010
getting older :)
9.27.2009
not in the mood to write :( ko all the way!
if you read my previous posts. you'll see how fanatic i am about this one athlete.
his name is ko sung hyun. i like him since the 18th of june 2008. first time i saw him was in the Istora's cafetaria. i wanted to buy some food. that was the first time i saw him. he was in the blue jacket, the Koreans official jacket. he's still 21, i looked at him and i thought he's very handsome. and of course he looked at me too, because my eyes couldn't stop looking at him. maybe, he feels uncomfortable because someone's watching him. hahaha. i was not really looking at him. actually, i'm thinking what kind of food i want to eat, end then when i look at him, i forgot what i want. aaah~ stupid stupid. i don't know his name at that time. i don't know if he's an athlete or just an official. but the 20th of june 2008, i saw him go to the hotel and i was in there. so i asked for his signature *sign*. i'm lucky he's clever. he wrote his name in korean and latin too. so i know his name, i can read. his name "ko sung hyun".
"aah his name is ko sung hyun. okay. i already know your name", that's what in my mind when i recieved his sign. unlike his partner, he didn't give me the latin. he just write in korean, hangul. i don't know his name. but that's okay for me because i like ko sung hyun and not him. the other day, 22th of june 2008. i went to the hotel at 11. i want to say goodbye to kenichi tago, japanese player in men single. but, i was very late, he's already go to the airport when i arrived in hotel. so i just look inside the hotel and take a walk. see some pictures or maybe i should called it paintings. suddenly, i see someone's familiar. and i recognized him. he's ko sung hyun. the athlete in the other day. and so i asked him to take pictures whit me and my friends. i'm so happy. he's very kind. not snoppy. and soo i like him since that time.
the true moment is when he wants to go. and i say "ko sung hyun sarangheyo" to him. and he smiled at me. ah, i want to go as fast as i can at that time. i'm very happy. but, shame on me. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i'm crazy. that's why, i like him very much. but, i can't expect much. because it's not only me who likes him. other girls out there start to like him. i'm sad. i'm jealous. but i'm nothing to him so i'm only his fans. huhu. kind of sad if i remember that thing.
i post this because i have nothing to say and i'm just thinking of him this very time. yonex japan super series is about to over tomorrow. i'm sad he's lose. lost againts indonesia. that makes me a betrayer, because i support him! hahaha but that's okay, i'm still happy that indonesia win. :) go badminton! go ko sung hyun! sarangheyo :D
6.29.2009
not feeling good
on monday i was talking to my friend about my feelings. she's just go back from retret last sunday (i think??) and she's got fever soo i couldn't talk to her yesterday. and today she's online. if i'm not mistaken, i sent message to her in saturday and i hope that she would reply my message when she got back home. but, she didn't. when i send her message, i'm not in the mood. i'm sad, i'm hopeless, i needed help. but, it's quite a long time so now i'm better. when i chat with her, she asked me why i was sad? she reminded me to my problem. at first, i'm just thinking like 'yaa i'm just answering her question and you cannot think about it again, don't be sad'. but, my conversation with her brought me back to my problems soo i'm sad. again. i told her what my problem is and i think she's confused too. because i never felt like this before, and niether she was. if you know what my problems are connected with, you know me hahahahah. i think my besties know what my problem is :|
6.27.2009
my dreams are weirdo, not me. HAHA :D atleast, it's more weird than me
i had fun this day. haha. i woke up at 10.30, and i got another dream. hahaha. these last couple days, i've got dream. weird dreams actually. but i like the first one. i'd loved it if it's truely happened. hahaha.
my first dream, is about my idols. lets say, i'm in my room and my idols are in my room too. hahah. what kind of dream is it? i don't know. haha. okay, this is my dream. when i woke up, i saw these two peoples are in my room. the first one is playing my computer and the other one is just standing beside my desk. and then i wake up from my bed and talk to them. it's kinda weird because i can understand their language. and i can talk their language fluently. hmm first i only talking to... hmm lets say #1. sooo, i only talking to the #1 at the first time, but then #3 talking to me too, with different language. and i can understand both language and talk both language fluently! ah i want to understand and talk both language in the real life, but i just cannot, esp #3's. hahaha. after i talked to them, i go out from my room, and i say some kind of greetings from #3's country. and he said that to me too. and that is the end, after i went out my room, i woke up IN THE REAL LIFE because i have to drink milk. aaaaaaaaah my milk ruin my dreaaaam. huhu. i can't blame my maid because she's just doing her duty hehe :p when i remember that #3 said that some-kind-of-greetings-thing to me too, i feel soo happy happy and happy. hahah. but, i think about something. when did i said that some-kind-of-greetings-thing to him before when i met him??? i couldn't remember. hmm no, not couldn't remember. i've NEVER said it to him. aaaah and in a blink of an eye, i realized. IT'S JUST A DREAM.oh why?? :[
my second dream was very very very very weird. i didn't even know what it means and for whatt. this is my dream. i went to a mall. that mall is very perfect. you can find anything there. food, books, clothes, bags, shoes, anything! and it's well-organised. i mean, if you want coffee, there's a place just for coffee and other beverages, and you can choose one of the place to drink. err i can't explain it how but it's crazyy it's perfect. and this is the weird and i-don't-like-it part. the mall is going to close for about an hour, and the one of the restaurant is almost closed. and then one of the waitress offer me doughnut for free, it looks very delicious. but when i want to eat it, my maid woke me up and she said i got call from my cousin. argh, i almost bite it! hahaha. maybe i'm hungry in my dream. HAHAH. but, if my cousin didn't call me, i will sleep all day loong. hahahah.
flashback about my first dream, i told about my dream to my friend, tannia, and she said that i'm too crazy thinking about #1. so i dreamt about #1. hahaha. maybe that's why i dreamt about #1. things that made me confused is i rarely had dreams before. hmm maybe when i slept, i'm still thinking about #1 and he's in my dream. aaah. i cannot stop thinking about it 24/7 unless i have something more fun like when i swimming with my bro and sisters (read : cousins) hehe.
this day, i went to manhattan hotel at kuningan with my bro and my sisters. heheh. lets call us "the prans" hahaha. we went swimming at manhattan and it's my favourite place to go swimming because it's often not crowded and windy. haha. i mean the wind is strong there. hahaha. i like it because it's cold. after we arrived in manhattan, we swum for about 5 minutes and start to taking a pictures and pictures and pictures. haha. the point is i'm not like swimming "swimming" but it was more like playing water, i guess. heheheh. it's fun. i can spend my time with my family without thinking about something-that-is-not-in-my-real-life-thing or for short, fantasy ;p
6.22.2009
my top 5! hahaha. ina open 2009 was the real fun! :D
itu yang sebelah kiri kan ada pemain yang pake baju biru sama merah tuh. yang biru yang thailand (tanongsak saensomboonsuk) trs yg satu lagi merah itu malaysia (Kuan Beng Hong). eheheh. ada satu lagi pemain thailand yang gue suka. namanya boonsak ponsana. dia baik banget. sebenernya pas foto gue gatau dia siapa, cuma krn cakep dan sepertinya org2 mengenal akhirnya gue sama bella foto. haha. ternyata itu boonsak. ahha. cakep banget. ckckck.
hari itu pokoknya kayak banyak foto sama atlet gitu, soalnya masih sepi dan atletnya belom pada main. jadinyaa yaaa bisa foto. ahhaha. oiya,, yang malaysia tadi si KUAN Beng Hong, akhirnya gue bisa foto sama dia. hahaha. setelah dia selsai main gitu, gue ke hotel trs ktm dia trs minta foto deh gua sama yg lainnya. hahaha. tp yng lucu pas ttd.
dhn : sorry sir, can i ask for your sign please? (gue belom tau namanya)
kbh : (ngambil buku gue lalu membolakbalik)
dhn : (bingung ngapain di bolakbalik bukunya)
kbh : "mana?"
dhn : eh?? (bingung krn dia ngmg indo atau malay yg mirip2 indo) here here.
kbh : (baru ttd)
haiyah. ternyata dia bingung gara2 di halaman yang gue kasih uda ada ttd natsir nya. ahhahaha. tau gitu gue sediain halaman lain deh. btw, buku yang buat ttd itu tuh buku exercise book nya pel inggris bahkan. krn halamannya masih banyak yaa gue gunain aja. ahhahaha.
di ina open kali ini gue mendapat banyak sekali nama2 pemain yang tdnya ga gue ketahui. hahaha. kalo sampe gue tau biasanya pemainnya tuh cakep mnurut gue, atau jelek, atau pokoknya yang mukanya gampang diinget. hahaha. kalo boonsak sama KUAN kan krn cakep tuh. hahaha. tanongsak juga gitu. ckckck.
waktu rabu kan hari pertama KO main tuh. sayangnya karena ada classmeeting gue gabisa ngeliat pertandingan pertama KO/YOO. dan ternyata mereka kalah. ckckck. gue nontonnya bareng sama si fica sama ipe, kita ngliat yang KO/HA. hehehe. itu parah juga. kayak susah banget dapet tiket. yg katanya uda abis lah, trs rusuh lah. aduh parah. tp akhirnya pas gue berhasil masuk dapet tiket gue ada di saat yang tepat. pas banget KO/HA. nah masuk gue lgsg treak KO SUNG HYUN!! HAHA dodol banget. pdhl KO nya ada di seberang sono. ckckck. jd gue masuk dari A4, sedangkan KO ada di A7 yang artinya untuk sampai di deket dia gue harus nyebrang. akhirnya gue sama fica sama ipe manjat2 deh tuh buat sampe ke A7. HAHAH. pas sampe, gue lgsg semangatin KO/HA. terutama KO nya sih. heheh. trs uda gitu, itu kan lagi ngelawan indonesia. lagi lawan debby susanto sama M rijal kalo gasalah. trs gue bela korea dong ada KO nya. haha. sedangkan yang lain bela nya indonesia. jahat ya gue. cumaa gue gamau KO kalah dong. akhirnya gue semangatin dia aja. gapeduli deh ada org indo yang nereakin kek atau gebukin gua. hahah. untungnya gada. soalnya indonesianya sendiri yang main itu belom terkenal. jadi yaa amaaan. babak 1 KO/HA kalah. trs babak 2nya mereka menang. babak 3 pas menang, mereka kan uda menang gitu. trs gada yang treak akhirnya gue treak sendirian deh. hahahaha. yg lain sepi gitu. ckckck. makasi buat teman2 gue yang sudah membantu gue bela KO/HA, ipe sama fica. hahahah. mereka berdua nemenin gue bela korea, hahaha. terimakasih teman :) akhirnya KO/HA menang, trs setelah menang kan mereka kayak balik gitu kan. pas balik, itu ngelewatin bawahnya gua gitu. trs pas mau keluar, gue tereak "KO SUNG HYUN!". trs dia nengok ke gua. gua dadahin ajaa. HAHAH rada gila sih dan gue malu abis itu :|
waktu hari kamis gue kesana bareng sama tmn2 gue ber12 (eliz, angel, xenia, erinca, noni, yeti, jenni, ica, fica, alice, novita). gue uda ngantri dari jam stgh 8 pagi, trs eliz dateng sekitar jam 9an gitu. trs kita berdua ngantri sampe jam 12. itu gila banget ya rusuh abis. gabakal lupa deh gue suasananya. eliz aja sampe ngmg serem serem gitu. emang menyeramkan sih suasananya. gila. gabakal terlupakan deh. parah banget. pdhl tahun2 sebelomnya gue belom pernah ngantri tiket sampe separah itu. ahhahaha. trs pas masih jam 10an gitu, kan si ica noni dan lain lain pada masuk ke dalem ngliat atlet latihan. trs dia nelpon eliz, akhirnya gue sama eliz mnta org jagain trs masuk ke dalem. nah abis itu. pas gue ngliat ada KO. melting deh gue di tempat. haha ga lah ga lebay gitu. heheh. gue cuma malu aja gitu ktm dia lagi setelah kmrn nya gue dadahin dia selse main trs minta foto. hahaha. hari itu menyenangkan sekali deh pokoknya. gue dapet lumayan banyak foto. ahhaha. oiya, ada satu kejadian memalukan lagi. jadiii kan gue sama eliz, yeti, jenni, ica kalo gasalah atau masih ada lagi gue lupa, abis KO tanding kan dia kalah tuh, trs uda gtu gue sama mereka2 pada kayak barengan bilang KO Sung Hyun, sarangheyo sambil membentuk hati gitu. hahaha. selse ngmg gitu, eliz langsung ngmg "aduh malu gua" hahha GUA JUGA MALU gila. ckckckck. aduh malu2in yah. ckckck. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
hari jumat, gue bner2 ga ngerencanain pergi ke sana. trs di skolah gue tanya2in siapa yang mau kesana. ternyata ally mau, yaudah akhirnya gue baru merencanakan hari itu. trs janjian di istora. hahaha. hari itu yaa lumayan lah kayak dapet lumayan banyak foto bareng atlet. trs dapet foto sama coachnya korea juga. hahaha. baik banget. hehe. trs gue ktm sama alumni sanur. hahaha. ternyata dunia sempit yaaa. hahahah. yang jelas tuh hari lumayan asik. ahahah .dapet sama boonsak lagi! hahaha. dia baik sekaliii.
hari sabtu gue gabisa dateng karena ada promnite dan gue gaboleh pergi ngejar paginya. huhuu
hari minggu, adalah hari terakhir. hari final dan gue punya misi khusus buat KO. hahahaha. misi A : foto sama KO dan pas dia lagi cakep. misi B : sarangheyo. hehehe. hari itu gue janjian sama tannia sama xenia. nah xenia lagi sama angel lagi nonton gitu. jadi pas sampe gue tunggu di luar. tannia gajadi dateng jd gue sendirian. uda gitu pas kluar. smua fansnya yongdae lgsg pada keluar ke pintu atlet. gue kan tujuannya mau foto sama KO, yaaa kalo bisa sama SHIN sama HWANG juga. cuma ngliat keadaan nya gamungkin foto. akhirnya gue beralih ke misi B aja. hehehe. trs kan pada ngumpul gitu di depan pintu atletnya. fans2nya park sung hwang sama yongdae uda pada nunggu. trs fansnya pada treak "park sung hwan sarangheyo!" trs abis gitu diketawain sama shin baek cheol sama yang lain2 juga. hahaha. ga kebayang kalo gue di barisan depan trs treak "KO SARANGHEYO!" sendirian gue bisa diketawain juga. hahahaha. malu sih gue kalo gitu. trs kan gue masih ngliat2 gitu, ternyata si hwang ji man lagi kayak ngerekam ramenya gitu, abis suasananya kayak rame banget sama fansnya yongdae. hahahaha. trs dia ngerekamin gitu pake ntah hape atau kameranya. lucu banget. hahahah. abis ituu kan gue masih nunggu di depan sama yang lainnya. pas pintunya dibuka, trs ada yg kluar gitu, bahkan sampe dikawal. hahahaha. pertama2 yang kluar si hwang ji man duluan. kan gue pende.k yah, jadi gue loncat2 gitu sambil treak "HWANG JI MAN! HWANG JI MAN!" hahahha. trs pas gue liat ternyata dia lagi ngerekam juga. gila daritadi ngerekam ga abis2. hahahaha. trs blakangnya dia ada KO, gue tereak2 in si KO dong. hahaha. uda gitu dia langsung masuk bus. krn rame banget jd kayak disuruh cepet gitu. hahaha. uda gitu, gue lgsg ke sisi bus yang ada dia nya. fans2nya dia yg lain juga gitu tp untungnya cuma dikit. hahaha. yang lain kan pada kayak foto2 dia gitu, tp gue cuma ngliatin doang. trs pas yang lain pada foto2,dia kan nyadar tuh banyak kamera. akhirnya dia pasang tampang senyum dan bikin peace gitu. hahaha. kayak org mau difoto. yaa kayak narsis2 gitu lah. ahhaha. kocak banget pas gue ngliat itu gue langsung ketawa. ckckkc.
hahaha. gue kalo ngliat ini bisa senyum2 sendiri kayak orang sarap hehehe abisnya dia aneh2 aja sih. hahah. like i said "i don't think he acted his age". kocak abis gila gue ketawa pas ngliat dia kayak gitu. padahal gue sedang mempersiapkan diri untuk bilang sesuatu trs terpecahkan konsen gua gara2 dia. hahaha. dodol dasar ckckck. anyways lanjuut, jadii setelah uda ga gitu rame. gue mulai menyiapkan diri. hehe. masih ada beberapa fansnya sih, tp gue rasa juga gabakal banyak yang ngliat apa yang bakal gua lakukan. sooo, gue mulai manggil2 dia. gue manggil "KO KO" sambil kayak melambaikan tangan gitu. trs dia ngliat ke gua. pas gue rasa itu saat yang tepat, gue memulai misi B. hehehe. jadi begini :
dhn : KO! KO! (sambil melambai2kan tangan)
ksh : (ngliat ke gua)
dhn : (merasa saat yang tepat mulai misi B)-> (membentuk hati pake tangan, lalu..) sarangheyo~ (cuma ngmg pake gerakan mulut doang sih kagak bersuara sampe keras2 banget gitu hehe)
ksh : (bengong bentar masih ngliat ke gua)
dhn : (nunggu respond dari dia)
ksh : (senyum yang lebih dari senyum sebelomnya sambil dadah2. ngadep ke gua) (dan gue tau itu karena gue ngliat langsung ke matanya hahahah)
dhn : (eyes-to-eyes, gue shock. gue senyum, balik badan, dan langsung pergi ke xenia dan kawan2. and i cried huhu)
kayak sinetron yah. hahaha. najong banget sih kalo dibayangin emang. cuma yang jelas gue gabisa ngedescribe gimana ekspresi dia dengan secara perfect ke org2 yang gue ceritain, yang jelas i'm the only one who knows what kind of expression he showed me. ahaha. i just couldn't forget that smile :)
selama ina open 2009 ini gue telah melihat berbagai macam atlet. hehe. atlet yang lumayan jago dan cakep dan atlet yang baru dan masih muda. ehehe. gue lebih banyak tau ttg atlet2nya dan juga tau yang baru2 siapa. nah makanya selama itu gue membuat kesimpulan. yaitu my top 5. hehehe. rada ga penting emang. but, anyway here's my top 5 badminton players :
#1. KO Sung Hyun (KOR) <3<3
#2. Hwang Ji Man/Shin Baek Cheol (KOR)
#3. Boonsak Ponsana (THA)
#4. Lee Yong Dae (KOR)
#5. Chris Adcock (ENG)
as you can see, banyakan korea disitu. itu karena yang gue suka banget banyak di korea. hahah. sebenernya tadinya gue mau buat top 10, cumaaa kalo 10 gue rasa kebanyakan karena gue berenti di 7 atau 8 gitu tadi gue lupa. hahaha. kalopun ada sampe 10 gue bakal nambahin Kuan Beng Hong (MAS) dan Tanongsak Saensomboonsuk (THA) dan beberapa lagi seperti Fu Haifeng/Cai Yun (CHN) cuma kebanyakan dan yang bener2 gue suka cm itu 5 doang. ahhahaha. dan itulah yang akan menjadi target gua tahun depan di tambah beberapa org korea lagi. heehehe. cuma yang lain itu gue kurang suka karena terkadang mereka rada somse. heheh.
CAN'T WAIT UNTIL NEXT BADMINTON EVENT. HAHAH. ntah super series manapun yang ada KO nya dan maybe Hwang/Shin maka gue akan setia menunggu di depan tv maupun laptop gue buat tau perkembangannya. ahahahha. :D