now, i want to cry. i want to scream out loud. you know why? i feel the way i'm not supposed to feel. i don't want to feel the way that i do. and now, i'm asking to myself. why love is unpredictable? maybe the main question is why now?
i'm sorry i have this feeling. but, i cannot resist it. i like him because i like him. no other reasons. and for my friend, i am sorry. we don't know him. but we like him. so, i'm sorry i've lied.
a few songs i want to sing lately:
- UNTITLED - MALIQ N D'ESSENTIAL (always number one in my chart)
- why do i love you. don't even want to. why do i like you like i do. like i always do.
- night after night i hear myself said. why can't this feeling just fade away. cause no one like you. you speak to my heart
- i don't wanna feel the way that i do. i just wanna be right here with you
most of the songs are sing by westlife.
oh one more. even i love another person. i still miss my firstlove :(
11.10.2009
11.01.2009
i fall in love
it's been such a long long time since i posted last time. and now, i really want to tell you guys. i'm in love. hahaha. but, unfortunately, i don't know him. so why i fall in love with him?? here's the story
a week ago i attended the event of SMAK1. BL1TZ where i participated as one of the photography participants. i went there with my friends (cindy, tewe, angel, xenia and ika). it was a sunny day and i had to take pictures to complete the tasks for the competition. i decided to take pictures from the basketball game. because i thought, maybe it might be easier because i interested in basketball. it will keep me far for boredom. and when the game started. i see him. that was the first time i saw him.
i don't know how can i say this. i don't want to tell much. because i don't want that person realized. hahahah. maybe i will just let him do his thing and watch him when he does.
maybe, all you have to know is, i like him because he is good at playing the game i love. actually, i like all of his team. they're good at playing the game i love. but, he's different somehow. i don't know. maybe it's just temporary. but i really adore him :D
a week ago i attended the event of SMAK1. BL1TZ where i participated as one of the photography participants. i went there with my friends (cindy, tewe, angel, xenia and ika). it was a sunny day and i had to take pictures to complete the tasks for the competition. i decided to take pictures from the basketball game. because i thought, maybe it might be easier because i interested in basketball. it will keep me far for boredom. and when the game started. i see him. that was the first time i saw him.
i don't know how can i say this. i don't want to tell much. because i don't want that person realized. hahahah. maybe i will just let him do his thing and watch him when he does.
maybe, all you have to know is, i like him because he is good at playing the game i love. actually, i like all of his team. they're good at playing the game i love. but, he's different somehow. i don't know. maybe it's just temporary. but i really adore him :D
9.27.2009
not in the mood to write :( ko all the way!
long time no see, folks! hahaha. i was kind of lazy to post my daily. but i think, maybe now is the right time to post this.
if you read my previous posts. you'll see how fanatic i am about this one athlete.
his name is ko sung hyun. i like him since the 18th of june 2008. first time i saw him was in the Istora's cafetaria. i wanted to buy some food. that was the first time i saw him. he was in the blue jacket, the Koreans official jacket. he's still 21, i looked at him and i thought he's very handsome. and of course he looked at me too, because my eyes couldn't stop looking at him. maybe, he feels uncomfortable because someone's watching him. hahaha. i was not really looking at him. actually, i'm thinking what kind of food i want to eat, end then when i look at him, i forgot what i want. aaah~ stupid stupid. i don't know his name at that time. i don't know if he's an athlete or just an official. but the 20th of june 2008, i saw him go to the hotel and i was in there. so i asked for his signature *sign*. i'm lucky he's clever. he wrote his name in korean and latin too. so i know his name, i can read. his name "ko sung hyun".
"aah his name is ko sung hyun. okay. i already know your name", that's what in my mind when i recieved his sign. unlike his partner, he didn't give me the latin. he just write in korean, hangul. i don't know his name. but that's okay for me because i like ko sung hyun and not him. the other day, 22th of june 2008. i went to the hotel at 11. i want to say goodbye to kenichi tago, japanese player in men single. but, i was very late, he's already go to the airport when i arrived in hotel. so i just look inside the hotel and take a walk. see some pictures or maybe i should called it paintings. suddenly, i see someone's familiar. and i recognized him. he's ko sung hyun. the athlete in the other day. and so i asked him to take pictures whit me and my friends. i'm so happy. he's very kind. not snoppy. and soo i like him since that time.
the true moment is when he wants to go. and i say "ko sung hyun sarangheyo" to him. and he smiled at me. ah, i want to go as fast as i can at that time. i'm very happy. but, shame on me. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i'm crazy. that's why, i like him very much. but, i can't expect much. because it's not only me who likes him. other girls out there start to like him. i'm sad. i'm jealous. but i'm nothing to him so i'm only his fans. huhu. kind of sad if i remember that thing.
i post this because i have nothing to say and i'm just thinking of him this very time. yonex japan super series is about to over tomorrow. i'm sad he's lose. lost againts indonesia. that makes me a betrayer, because i support him! hahaha but that's okay, i'm still happy that indonesia win. :) go badminton! go ko sung hyun! sarangheyo :D
if you read my previous posts. you'll see how fanatic i am about this one athlete.
his name is ko sung hyun. i like him since the 18th of june 2008. first time i saw him was in the Istora's cafetaria. i wanted to buy some food. that was the first time i saw him. he was in the blue jacket, the Koreans official jacket. he's still 21, i looked at him and i thought he's very handsome. and of course he looked at me too, because my eyes couldn't stop looking at him. maybe, he feels uncomfortable because someone's watching him. hahaha. i was not really looking at him. actually, i'm thinking what kind of food i want to eat, end then when i look at him, i forgot what i want. aaah~ stupid stupid. i don't know his name at that time. i don't know if he's an athlete or just an official. but the 20th of june 2008, i saw him go to the hotel and i was in there. so i asked for his signature *sign*. i'm lucky he's clever. he wrote his name in korean and latin too. so i know his name, i can read. his name "ko sung hyun".
"aah his name is ko sung hyun. okay. i already know your name", that's what in my mind when i recieved his sign. unlike his partner, he didn't give me the latin. he just write in korean, hangul. i don't know his name. but that's okay for me because i like ko sung hyun and not him. the other day, 22th of june 2008. i went to the hotel at 11. i want to say goodbye to kenichi tago, japanese player in men single. but, i was very late, he's already go to the airport when i arrived in hotel. so i just look inside the hotel and take a walk. see some pictures or maybe i should called it paintings. suddenly, i see someone's familiar. and i recognized him. he's ko sung hyun. the athlete in the other day. and so i asked him to take pictures whit me and my friends. i'm so happy. he's very kind. not snoppy. and soo i like him since that time.
the true moment is when he wants to go. and i say "ko sung hyun sarangheyo" to him. and he smiled at me. ah, i want to go as fast as i can at that time. i'm very happy. but, shame on me. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i'm crazy. that's why, i like him very much. but, i can't expect much. because it's not only me who likes him. other girls out there start to like him. i'm sad. i'm jealous. but i'm nothing to him so i'm only his fans. huhu. kind of sad if i remember that thing.
i post this because i have nothing to say and i'm just thinking of him this very time. yonex japan super series is about to over tomorrow. i'm sad he's lose. lost againts indonesia. that makes me a betrayer, because i support him! hahaha but that's okay, i'm still happy that indonesia win. :) go badminton! go ko sung hyun! sarangheyo :D
7.02.2009
randomn :)
i had fun these days. especially with my cousins-> my sisters. hehehe. we go to mangdu and i bought 2 CDs. tohoshinki and coach carter. i'm such a bad fan, i've never had any cd's of them (tohoshinki) and now i bought it at mangdu. haha. this is the first time i bought cd about them. congrats to myself. --"
i've been searching for "coach carter" since.. mm maybe last year. the first time i saw the movie, i loved it because it's all about basketball, about teammates and there are so much we can learn from the movie. and now i found it. i'm so happy :)
but, there's one movie i'd like to buy, "taiyou no uta". it's japanese. i saw it in japanese class (extracurricular). i love the story. so i searched for it, and they didn't have it. huhu.
you know, everyday has always been the same topic for me lately. maybe some of you who've read my previous posts will be bored because i've always talked about it. yaaa i just want to share my feelings here, so if you do feel bored, sorry :]
i just want to say this. have you read my previous post: "my top 5" ? i think i made a new top 5. #3 smile's win some scores. hahaha. so i think #3 will switch with #2. maybe, i don't know if i change my mind again. haha. i will tell you if i did. aaaa his smile is killing me! oh no :o
bytheway, i miss playing basketball with my team, i mean old team. hehe. now i'm not the part of it anymore. i'm graduated. i need to get rid of badminton for awhile. i just want to have fun with basketball. maybe i wont play any basketball in senior high school, i want to play badminton, as i always wanted since i was 5th grader. :)
i've been searching for "coach carter" since.. mm maybe last year. the first time i saw the movie, i loved it because it's all about basketball, about teammates and there are so much we can learn from the movie. and now i found it. i'm so happy :)
but, there's one movie i'd like to buy, "taiyou no uta". it's japanese. i saw it in japanese class (extracurricular). i love the story. so i searched for it, and they didn't have it. huhu.
you know, everyday has always been the same topic for me lately. maybe some of you who've read my previous posts will be bored because i've always talked about it. yaaa i just want to share my feelings here, so if you do feel bored, sorry :]
i just want to say this. have you read my previous post: "my top 5" ? i think i made a new top 5. #3 smile's win some scores. hahaha. so i think #3 will switch with #2. maybe, i don't know if i change my mind again. haha. i will tell you if i did. aaaa his smile is killing me! oh no :o
bytheway, i miss playing basketball with my team, i mean old team. hehe. now i'm not the part of it anymore. i'm graduated. i need to get rid of badminton for awhile. i just want to have fun with basketball. maybe i wont play any basketball in senior high school, i want to play badminton, as i always wanted since i was 5th grader. :)
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