i am really sorry.
i'm sorry, friends. best friends.
maybe i have been strange lately.
i have a reason for acting strange
but i won't tell
sorry to make you all confused
but, i just want to be alone.
let me deal with it on my own
because trying to cheer me up is not the best way
it makes me feel like i'm the worst friend ever
because i won't tell anything to you
if you asked me why
i will answer
" i'm tired "
because i am tired
thanks for being such a nice friends :')
oh, and for stefani emanuella. i think you're right. i can never smile when my heart is crying and screaming. i was wrong to sing "smile" by charlie chaplin to myself. the song brings me even more sadness