6.24.2009

holiday just wont let me have some fun this time, i guess :|

i know it's kinda silly, but sometimes i think i miss him. huhu. when everybody talks about graduation night, prom nite, what to wear and somethings like that, i didn't even think about it. maybe the the time wasn't right. so when i have to think about my graduation, my prom, my scores, my test, i only think about the game. i mean indonesia open. haha. i don't know, maybe i'm just too maniac of this kind of thing and i was too excited to face it. so i kept thinking about it, especially my idol. i didn't even know what i have to wear to the prom nite. so my mom was angry because i don't have the right costume to wear for the promnite. but, at the end, the promnite went well and i'm really happy, it's unforgetable. really :) and my scores. wow. hahaha. my nem is 37,10. i think it's not too high but it's quite good. hehe. and i'm quite satisfied for what i had. at least i can make my parents proud. actually i'm a bit shocked, because my friend told me that i had the highest score in indonesian language. hahaha. i'm really happy, and the funny thing is i thought my indonesian language is the worst score among all my other scores. hahahah. and the fact is just not as i thought :D and once again, i'm really really really happy that we can be the best scores in UAN. what i mean is : peringkat 1 se DKI Jakarta. AHAHAH. i don't know how to translate it so i just write it in indonesia. i'm so proud of us. i love you, girls :D we are the best!

i think everybody has cured from badminton fever.  or it's just me who is "lebay"? hahaha. i don't know, all i know is, yes i'm "lebay" because i'm still excited for what happened to me in this event. i know most of all korean players (especially the boys hehe), i know new players, great players, bad players, handsome players and many more. hahahah. i already told you about my top 5, did i? 

you know what, when i went to istora last friday, my heart just couldn't stop beating. i didn't know where it came from, i just saw tv and then i remembered the yesterday's photo and then it happened. until the moment i met him again, it was still beating. even harder. haaa i just cannot take him out of my mind. i get nervous everytime i think about it. hahahahahha. the first i felt the heartbeating thing, i tell my dad. and he said i'm only nervous because it's gradnite tomorrow, but i tell him maybe it's because of something else, and he's just laughing at me. duh --''

okay. next topic. haaah i'm really bored at home. i'm just doing nothing, like i had nothing to do and just lazy to do this and that. so i'm just wake up and then watch tv and then take a shower and then playing computers, and then eat, and then sleep.  what kind of lifestyle that is? hahaha. really really bad. i already promised to myself that i have to loss some weight in this holiday. because i don't want to get fat, soo i have to excersice. but the situation just won't let me do what i supposed to do. huhu. 

my friends are all going everywhere. della goes to singapore and thailand. tania, nia, fica, ipe and cindy goes to retret. and others i don't know. haha. they're just having fun. and i'm home alone. not actually alone, i have my brother. hahahah. some of my besties aren't going anywhere. or just not yet going anywhere. hehe. i want to go with them to the mall or just watch some movies but i don't know when or where or with who. hahaha. i have plans to and it's a little bit complicated because i'm also saving money so i can buy new handphone. huuuh i'm falling for that phone when the first i saw it. the shape isn't very good i think, or maybe it's not good actually, just square. ckck. but i fell in love with the function. the camera is very good (8.1 mp), and it's walkman phone. it's sony ericsson w995. i wanted that phone since hmm let me think... maybe two months ago when the handphone wasn't released yet. but the price is very very very very very very very very very expensive. at least it's very expensive for me hehe. it's 5,6 million rupias. huhu. how can i earn money that much if i want to buy it soon??? i runout of money since ina open, because i used some of my savings for the ticket. hahaha. fool me. :{

but now actually i'm a litte bit confused about choosing handphone. i want handphone that can be used to listen music, take a picture, have a big memory, and comfortable for me. if i think about the price twice, i don't think i should buy w995. then i searched another phone and i got another 2 choises. aino and satio. both are sony ericsson's. aino is more to music. but satio is more to camera and pictures and youtube. if i want those things, i should buy w995. i think aino is good for me. besides the price is not as expensive as w995. but, unfortunately, it will released for about six months by now. --" i just cannot decide what phone to buy now, i guess. 

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